May 7, 2008

We act like loosers............ but we're not

We act like loosers and some times boosers. We drink, we fight, but most of all we have fun every day and night. An unbarrible sight they may say, but we're hav'in fun in every way.

 PREPS: There the good ones, they give it all. Then we the "loosers" take the fall,     for the one's we dont know and the one's we call hoe's, why should we stay, they cant make us stay.  What i'll tell them, to there face, which they'll think is a discrase, is " i dont give a fck what you think,  hey give it moment blonde, and let it sink. Into that mini brain of yours, do you even know how to open doors? i dont need an answer, and not a care.... go ahead and give me that stare.... Fuck you is all i need to bare." they'll stare and gossip all they want, bring it prep i can take the taunts. I'm stronger than you, i can take it bitch, i wont touch me.

We"re not "loosers" (but we can be boozers) we could be : Goth, Emo, Cutter, Rocker, Stoner, Or like myself, your nuetral friends with the goths the emo's the cutters and even the stoners. We have all that to back us up, bring on, see your not that tuff.

omg that was a funny poem

              love ya'll      Roxy


Posted on 05/07/2008 7:37 PM Comments (0)

April 11, 2008

Idk i was bored so i wrote some poetry..... so old fashion, oh well

Dancers dance and poets write but the georgous ones win the  fight. Now let me tell you a story, it was long ago and far away were most of the women had to stay, to serve there men,  to cook and clean. That was the worst sight  ever to be seen. The men were mean, gruism, and filthy, they never were charged to be guilty, to hit their women out of anger or fear none of their loved ones would ever come near. Now now dont go off in a huff, fussing and cussing about this stuff. This was before the women faught, before when they had to be taught, by there mothers and brothers, not knowing about the fight. The fight? your asking.... oh it was a sight. It was the time when us women won the right, to speak our minds, clear with no fear for my dear..... we wanted beer.....

 

 

omg.....lol..... that was sooo random i am sooo bored ^,.,^ love you all

                                Roxy


Posted on 04/11/2008 3:09 PM Comments (0)

April 10, 2008

*sigh* i feel alone like really

Why the hell does no one get on at 8:oo in the morning  that its like normal right, well i dont have school today so im going to be bord out of my mind, how the hell am i suposed to stay alive at this rate i might as well crawl up under a rock and die ......might be more fun then what im having *sigh* so so alone and bord and hungry......ahhhh breakfast i could eat thats sounds good well see you guys im going to eat brealfast bye
Posted on 04/10/2008 6:17 AM Comments (0)

Gerard ways birthday!!!!!????

Did everyone forget poor Gee it was his b-day yesterday and if you didnt celebrate some way then you suck and will burn in hell for all eternity....................no im just kidding but poor pooor Gee he is 31 @_@ old! but how could he look so damn fiiiinne at that age man thats like freak'in awesome *sigh* never mind just in your mind wish Gerard Aurther Way a happy Birthday..... it was April,9, 1976 in New Jersey hheheheeh i know it all :)
Posted on 04/10/2008 6:11 AM Comments (1)

April 8, 2008

You and me werent ment to be ch1

* down stairs*

Hey bill how come you havent been speaking to Raina lately, she seems so different with the silence going on between you two, said Roxy. Oh we're not mad or anything its just you dont talk to your one-night stands do you. said bill with the most smart-ass look that roxy almost slapped him so hard he would have shit. "Well thats going to be a problem isnt it, if your going to live in my house then i expect you to soeak to everyone and not break there hearts, and if you have a problem with that i would be very happy to kick your ass to the curb", you could tell she was steaming by now. There was silence Bill didnt know what to say to her he just sat there with his eyes buldging out of his head like one of those toys that you squish and there eyes pop out. Finally Roxy just walked of to meet up with the guys to hang out at the mall. "Hey guys whatz-up?" oh nothing much just being bored out of our minds, how bout you? " oh... i was just bad  mouthing bill, cleaning my room, and crap like that." siad Roxy with such fake enthusiasm that they all laughed together. " Rayden it would be nice if you would for one secound stop sucking on Gerards face and say hello for a change" said brendon with a smile. " guys i think you should leave her alone she might bite" joked Bert. " Ya i agree with Bert she might bite or hurt someone" said ryan innocently. " dont joke, she acctually might" Roxy said because she and Rayden and Raina were many things that the guys didnt know about.

* Raina's point of veiw*

Hey pete what do you want to do today, its so wet out-side but its not bright for a change. Pete sighed then sat down, he was trying to concentrate on what he should do since he just found out that Raina was a vampire and that if she bit him she could drain him of his blood in almost 2.8 sec. What should i do, should i love her still, how could i , but how could i not. Those questions went through-out pete's head a million times. I dont know what do you want to do? he finally said. Well we could go to the mall with Rox and Rayden if you want. No thanks, he said strongly. Then Raina leaned in to kiss Pete and she did. But the most wonderful taste came with the kiss. It was sweet like no taste she had ever tasted. The taste of human blood filled her taste buds how could she resist. She wanted more

 

To Be Continued.......


Posted on 04/08/2008 3:12 PM Comments (0)

April 4, 2008

You and me weren't ment to be

The whole "family".... well thats what they called us, lived in a small town in New Jersey. In a house, with a pond in the backyard and a pool. It was a pretty good sized house, because it had 11 people living in it confertably, It had three kitchens, twelve full bathrooms, two basements and....... well as you see we are kind of rich. But not like braty rich, we act normal, its just we have money and a freak'in mashoin with....... ah im not going to get into it agian.

* Gerard and Raydens P.V*

Rayden wakes up and its raining out side, she sighed then rolled over. Her attitude totally changed when she saw who was laying next to her, the love of her life Gerard Arther Way. He was a good look'in, really nice and tall guy, who had a bit of a problem with alcholo and drugs but he was getting over that and she was making sure of that." Good morning Ree" he said with the nasteyiest morning breath you could ever imagine, but she could careless she was lying next to Gerard freak'in Way. She remebered nothing of the night before but she knew that Gerard wouldnt let her get into to much trouble...... or would he? " I'm glad that you came to the club with me last night but who knew you could be so violent?" "What do you mean "violent" " dont you remeber?, well you got wild with frankie for a moment then moved on to me, i was a bit heart broken for the whole like...... hmmmm........ five minutes but then you came and-" " I DID WHAT TO FRANKIE!!!!" she screamed loudly. "Um...... Well you know" he smiled at the fact, because he loved her no matter what she did....... or who. "ohmygod-ness, i did not, you mean i -" he nodded his head " I DID IT WITH FRANKIE!!!!" he began to laugh, "No you just made out with him" " oh..... jeeesss you scared the bajeseus out of me, but not that thats okay..... but .... um" "Its alright your my wife to be and i could care less what you did or would do to frankie because that would only be a few small hours or minutes of your life  but with me its a life time." Then all of the suden they hurd humming in the hall way and you knew what that means........Roxy........ The waaapoooww the door slammed open, " good morning good morning good morning todays your special day good morning good morning good morning its time to go OUT and play." she sang at the top of her lungs. They both covered there ears and laughed because they knew who was the next person to wake up and she was going to be a bitch about it.......Raina......  Roxy left then they heard her sing her wake up screach and then a loud bang, a yell, thud, then the door slam. They didnt hear her wake up screach for about two weeks after that.


Posted on 04/04/2008 2:57 PM Comments (0)

April 3, 2008

Love is only one small part of my brokendown fairytale ch2

Raina flamed like......... um like when you can orbe or poof she like disapeared in flames. The next thing you know she is up there trying to convince the guy that it was alright. And omg..... she did it he was leaning in to kiss her and the rest is...... more explicit then this part of the story goes." Raina you do know we are in public right, you shouldn't practictly be doing it in the hall way", said Roxy "hey Rayden there's gerard", whispered Roxy. "Really were!? omg were,Raina and Roxy both began to crack up "just kidding" said roxy. " well if you are going to be like that, fine! well your just jelous that me and raina have boyfriends,....... well boy toys in Raina's case, but your just jelous" Rayden said scornfully with a large grin on her face. Roxy sighed, she knew it was true, but jelousy was not her type ...... neither were many other guys in the whole freak'in school. Roxy was walking faster to her class then the others so they knew she was either pissed or hurt, but either one made Rayden feel bad about it.

* from gerard and Raydens point of veiw*

Gerard slowly crept up behind Rayden and gently pintched the back of her neck, (which by the way was one of her tickle spots.) "Stop!!! omg stop! please it tickles, dont" Rayden finally blurted while her laughing continued. He finally stoped, spun her around and kissed her gently on the lips. She inhaled his lovely scent, which she adored dearly, as he did hers. "Gee! you almost made me pee my self and jump out of my skin at the same time" said Rayden, glowing with happyness. " i'm sorry my love i didnt mean to scare the liv'in....... pee out of you" said Gerard grinning. She turned then sighed " whats wrong, you dont seem your self?" said gerard in a concerned voice " well.... i think i hurt Roxy's feelings or pissed her off..... but i think she's more hurt then pissed" said rayden finally. " cant you just apologize to her and it will all be over and we can...." " its not that simple gee what if i didnt hurt her or piss her of then she'll get curious about what i was apologizing about then she might-" babe it will work out dont freak out on me.... i know you'll figure it out and thats while i'll always love you..... To The End" he agian kissed her lovingly and shuved her gently towards the class room.

*from roxy's point of view*

" hey" said a deep voice. Roxy looked up and pulled her hair behind one of her ears " um..... hi." He had a kind experesion on his face, he knew something was wrong. " Are you alright, cuz i saw you come in here and you seemed a bit pissed or hurt" oh im fine dont worry. His name was frankie, he was kind of tall, with dark brown , with brown eye's and he loved BMX. They were good friends, like really good friends, but Roxy alot of times wished it was more than that. She wished he liked her the same way she liked him, a lot of her friends told her that he did but hwo can you tell out of your friends point of views. Isn't that how many hearts are shattered into tiny pieces? well i wouldn't take the chance.He sat down in the empty chair next to her, while leaning in it he was trying to see what she was working on. " wow thats really good" he said in astonishment. " oh its nothing.... i could do better.... well i think i could but i dont know". They both began to laugh, then the most remarkable thing happened to Roxy..........

To be continued.......


Posted on 04/03/2008 2:12 PM Comments (0)

April 1, 2008

* Sigh * i was bored so i thought up a poem //_~

Life is sometimes broken into small fragial pieces were you feel like you need to use a knife on someone you love and care for . Do it i dare you, hurt me, hurt yourself i'm not the one who will have to deal or steal the life of another. Maybe your brother, mother, cousin, or aun it doesnt even matter it will just make you sadder, to think of those you killed. They all call you physco, insane, a person with- out a brain, but you dont care, OH MY GOD ....!

You took the dare and know there gone and everyone stares at you, at me, maybe even your dog .B.   We got blammed too, and now your the one with that aimed........ at your head ............... *POOWW* see what you get know your dead they say it was from those meds. that you took for the pain and you know what you didnt gain: my trust, my love, and the most of all the courage to say good-bye to me, so i will always be the one who let you die....... they blame me and say i saw you die from the corner of my eye. i loved you once my dear husband, but i will bring you back from the dead as something more georgus and heart less..... i bet you could guess what it is.......... because you will once fear and will always fear it.

 

 

 

 

 


Posted on 04/01/2008 2:54 PM Comments (4)

March 20, 2008

I wrote this song but its gonna suck.... so

i wrote a song for my band and i want to here your opinoin so here it is:

i look at you and you look at me, but baby you dont know what i see...... when the light go down, when no-one is around, cuz i see into your heart and your soul and that makes me out of controool but your brain is more compadable. Dont you see that should be me the one your holding close to and singing songs to. With-out you my life would beeee a broken-down fairytale my heart would have a sign on it thats says its for sale, but thats not gonna happen to sooon because its only noon but i'm affriad your the perfect one for me.

 

 

not bad but still it sucks


Posted on 03/20/2008 5:05 PM Comments (0)

Vampires can hurt you but are you giv'en me hell kid #2

                               Vampires can hurt you but are you giv'en me hell kid # 2

Raina and rayden followed Roxy around the whole morning.......................... well the whole early night since their vampires.

" You guy's can stop following me around im going t-" Roxy got cut off by a guy named frankie. Frankie was the kind of guy who didnt care that his jeans were ripped in every direction, and he didnt ever go out with those preppy betches that call others sluts and say there so hot but you know what........... their not "hot" there freakin ugly and there is not a cover-up for that. " hey roxy... oh sorry you can finish" said frankie in a very polite but cute way. " oh no its fine i was done i think they got the point any ways" said roxy laughing lightly. " so what are you going to do tonight?". " I dont really know... why did you maybe have something in mind?" said Roxy smiling lightly but inside jumping around like a lunatick. " Um.... wel i thought we could do something together .... but if you have plans that would be fine too, im im uh" fankie was stuttering out of nervousness, but insted of laughing Roxy put her index finger on his lips, shook her head, then kissed him on the lips. He and her friends were shocked, but he wasnt shocked out of that she kissed him but the way she did it was so caring, loving , and true. But her friends were shocked out of jelusy and that she would be hanging out with him instead of them.

" so is that a good enough answer for you?" said Roxy with a grin " Um...... well" " Frankie !" said roxy then hit him on the arm gently " i was kidding, god rox." said frankie with a smile.        " So what would you like to do tonight?"  said roxy curiously. " Well..................." frankie said with a HUGE grin on his face. "FRANKIE !!!!!!"         " What?!"


Posted on 03/20/2008 3:25 PM Comments (0)

March 12, 2008

Vampires can hurt you but are you giv'en me hell kid?

I layed in a dark room were there were no living things. Well are kind isn't included living, since i've been walking this earth since the 1900's and i look 19 maybe 20. It sucks when you have to show your licence every time you go out to get a drink with your friends, since you dont look a day over 20, but that doesn't bother me anymore, since i dont drink, eat, or sleep. So i just lay here and  listen to everyone talking to one another. Were i live is sort of like a cellur were my kind hangs out until the night comes, as we have gotten the title, we are  The Night Dwellars and i sure am proud of it, for people fear us.                                * An hour before the night comes*

" Are you hungry rox.? you've been laying here for hours and havent moved an inch, thats like impossible for me," said Raina,  Roxy's good friend. " Raina even if you were stappled to the floor you would be pretend walk'in and waving with your tongue, i know you cant stay still, and no im not hungry, but thanks." what are we talking about over here, is it me, huh, i see how could you!" "Rayden wtf man, a little spazy today huh, we would never talk about our bestest buddy, well baddly at least" said Raina, while giving Rayden a hug. Rayden shrugged her off then messed with her hair for a second. " so....... did you guys here that Sire was going to have some type of ritual tonight, we should like totally sneak in", said rayden with a grin on her face. Raina and Rayden were both starring at Roxy with huge grins. " By "we" you mean me dont you" they nodded still grinning, "well im not going to sneak into the ritul, any ways the ritual is for the goddess Nyx which is" roxy paused to see if the girls new the answer. there was an akward silence then roxy finished" The goddess of night or vamps in other words", they finally got it an shook there heads in agreement.

" So how are you going to sneak in? maybe some type of invisible cloak, or a potion of some type?" said Rayden. " Dude its not harry potter i cant get an " invisble cloak then ster up a potion and turn someone into a frog, and i told you im not going to do it, im sorry, wait no im not sorry, to bad" said roxy a little bit angered this time. Raina and Rayden both sighed at the same time with very sad faces on. " fine ill do it but you have to at least help me get in"


Posted on 03/12/2008 2:48 PM Comments (0)

Hey whatz up anyone who would even take time to read this

my new journal entry " love is only a small part of my broken down fairytale" i need to know if it sucks plz plz plz add some comments to thnx :)
Posted on 03/12/2008 2:36 PM Comments (0)

March 11, 2008

Love is only one small part of my broken down fairytale ch1

                        love is only one small part of my broken down fairytale ch1

My life is quite ordinary but at the same time not, im a 15 year old vampyre with friends and no family......... like thats ordinary but were i come from sometimes it is. My two best bud's in the whole entire universe are Rayden and Raina they helped me through the change as i did with them. Now people make many myth's of our kind, we dont sleep in coffins actually we dont sleep, but we do feed on blood, and the most delicute type is human, and we can go into sun light but it is very painfully bright and almost unbarrible. we do have fangs and the things in some vamp movies but not the coffins or burning flesh when light touches it, those are myth's.

*at school*

                     "Rayden!!!! wait up", yelled roxy from down the hall. "Why do you have to be so slow, i thought when you changed you were to be improved, and walk alot faster" radyen joked. she was very fast in the hall and was almost first to be in class," you always make me late, even if you were strapped to a jetpack i swear you could even slow it down," they both laughed and walked to there next class History.

In there history class there teacher Mrs.Ross was talking about vamp. history and how it was founded, right in the middle of her lesson, Raina who was sitting next Roxy and Rayden, fell asleep and was talking about a guy named Pete. she kept mumbling ," he is going to get hurt, he is going to jump he is going to jump, now she was screaming it out "HE'S GOING TO JUMP!!!!". Everyone was turned now looking at my friend shake and wobble around, crying almost. I kept shaking her, but then i got pissed and slapped her hard, everyone pointing and laughing stopped and she woke up and looked around." Do you have something to tell the class Raina?" asked Mrs.Ross you could tell she was pissed and worried at the same time." No mam" raina said, as mrs.ross finished up the lesson raina turned to me," hey why does my face hurt, man i feel like i've been like totally bitch slapped, like that time when i jumped into your pool face first and your pool like bitch slapped me." Me and Rayden began to crack up laughing so hard it hurt our guts" dude you were bitch slapped," rayden finally said through her laughter, and then the 12:00 A.M bell rung we all left. In the hall way there was some yells and screaches we all looked up, nd there was a short but cute teenager with bangs and eye liner on the balcany he was about to jump, and then................................ everyone gasped

 


Posted on 03/11/2008 7:16 PM Comments (2)
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